Between Injury and Sanity

Bleh.

feeds@yuku.com (killjoykayy) — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 00:53:58 GMT

I cut like an hour ago and I think it just stopped bleeding. After I was done freaking out I felt SOmuch better. But I'm back to feeling like sh_t- shocker. I am so screwed. I leave the country to go visit all my mom and dads relatives in a while but I'm pretty sure my scars are not going to magically disappear. And there's no doubt in my mind I'm not gunna have urges to cut while I'm with relatives so how the f__k am I suppose to get a razor past airport security?!?! And...

Article on how to cope as a child of a parent who is a self mutilator/cutter

feeds@yuku.com (csherwood007) — Thu, 01 May 2008 11:08:29 GMT

I know that there are times where I feel like no one knows what I've been through with a mom thats a self mutilator so Im sure there are a lot of other people out there like me who are struggling. I actually came across this article that has helped me a lot so I figured Id share it. Hope it helps give hope to someone else like its given hope to me
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/734457/how_to_cope_with_a_parent_who_is_a.html

Screw Up

feeds@yuku.com (EttyEtty) — Mon, 07 Apr 2008 13:41:41 GMT

plz tell how 2 find old psych records

feeds@yuku.com (idontwant2cutmyself) — Mon, 26 Nov 2007 00:05:20 GMT

anyone know how i go about getting psych records from a hosp that no longer exists. i was also a minor, does that effect record location? i would like to share this information with my therapist and dr's but they are not very proactive or any active so i want to start this process before another 16 yrs passes. helps them understand environment without constant rehash.

I GIVE UP!!!! *T

feeds@yuku.com (lonleyscared) — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 09:55:18 GMT

IM CUTTING AGAIN. I WANTED TO STOP BUT I GAVE UP I LOVE IT!!!! IM CUTTING RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT ITS BETTER THEN GETTING HIGH!!! I WANT TO CRY SO BAD BUT I DONT KNOW HOW. MY LIFE IS ONE BIG @#%$ MESS. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT OR WHERE TO GO. I WANT TO CUT SO FUCKUNG DEEP BUT THEN EVERY ONE WILL SEE AND MY PARIENTS FOUND OUT AND SAYED IF I DO IT AGAIN THEY WILL PUT ME AWAY. YOU KNOW WHERE. I WOUNT @#%$ GO!!!! I'M GONNA GO MAD, I DONT KNOW!!! I WANT TO SAY PLEASE HELP, BUT I DONT WANT...

mental exercises with ink

feeds@yuku.com (idontwant2cutmyself) — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 17:57:21 GMT

cut it loose and let it rain down. the warmth to your fingertips. sticky love. feels so...deep. separated. always lonely together. tears stain my flesh. remnants of you fall from me. drip. drips the drop. tiny splashes of red. you aren't the last of me, though i sleep with silence.

Do Not Follow

feeds@yuku.com (idontwant2cutmyself) — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 17:55:02 GMT

This war is not of troops and tanks. Bombs and Generals. Though bullets drive their way through the flesh. Knives do tear in two. And words explode from fingertips. Their tiny fragments like shards of glass bleed innocent skin. The pain is in knowing it will not stop here. I do not sit in an empty chair. And others will follow the trail of the lost. As I have. And do. And will. Because there is no light to see. No hand to hold. No one to lead this discourage to an end.

I have not lost...

not sure if I should be here

feeds@yuku.com (PiperMaru530) — Tue, 13 Nov 2007 18:30:45 GMT

Hi, I'm Danielle. I'm not sure if I should be here, I've never cut myself but I bite my hands and knuckles and even though I usually don't break the skin, I get little bruises and marks and stuff. I've never thought of it as self-injury until recently, I just thought of it like a stress-dealing thing, I'm not even sure if it's that serious, but.. I've kind of been having a bad time lately, like I've stopped eating much... I used to overeat badly so it's kind of a flip. But anyway, I was...

you will be laughing in 5 minutes...at least!

feeds@yuku.com (icsk8grrl) — Mon, 05 Nov 2007 10:10:21 GMT

www.tummyfluff.co.uk/fun/humour/

recommending the GCSE answers, they are hilarious!

I've gotta keep on trying
though my heart is dying
dead
all these thoughts run through my
head
our scars remind us that the...

Hello there

feeds@yuku.com (laurenhauger) — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 21:41:03 GMT

Hi, let me introduce myself.
My name is Lauren and Im 23 years old.
I have been dealing with self injury since the age of 13, along with that also theres bulimia and avoidaint personality disorder.
Im looking for a kind place...with understanding people.

Looks like an all right place.

My forms include: cutting, buring, and self denail (making myself misearble basically)

What's the...

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feeds@yuku.com (xdarkxsidex(d)) — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 15:01:59 GMT

Hi there, I am new here

feeds@yuku.com (Katieishealing) — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 11:55:31 GMT

Hi there,

I am new to this board and to the whole ezboard thing. I am 30 and have been cutting since I was 10. I am currently in treatment for learning other coping mechanisms etc. I also have history of sexual abuse, PTSD, depression, anorexia and bulimia. I hope that together we can all heal and not have to SI anymore.

Kate

I don't know what to do... T maybe

feeds@yuku.com (foreverblue8691) — Fri, 21 Sep 2007 05:26:37 GMT

I have been cutting for 2 years now. I keep trying to stop, I just can't. my parents have found out a couple times but each time i tell them that i wont do it again. the problem is i have started again. i cant tell anyone. even my therapist, because if it gets to a certain point she has to tell my parents so i dont accidentally kill myself (which i wouldnt do). i scare myself sometimes ad i really want to stop but i cant. i want to tell my parents i want them to hug me ad tell me everything...

Hello

feeds@yuku.com (RobinHateCrew) — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 19:00:23 GMT

Hi, I'm new to this forum. I hope I can meet some nice people on here. I don't know what else I should put in my introduction.

SILENCE

feeds@yuku.com (missthangg1) — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 18:53:48 GMT

Silence drowns the mind and crazies the heart
and captures dreams and sets them to part
u thnk im sane, u think im well, but sometimes u cannot tell
Wicked deeds and sinful sayings
festering in my mind, the blood boils thick the blood boils dark
ride the madness
stab the sadness
boiling in my mind IS raging strength

all this crap goin on, poss "T"

feeds@yuku.com (missthangg1) — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 18:42:13 GMT

besides going back to this cutting crap, my clinical depression is always like a rollar coaster,upppppp and dowwwn up and downnn.Im so tired of using food to comfort as well, i get sad, stuff my face, then i get more sad for stuffing it, and wonder why i have bowel problems, and other health problems which are psycially and emotionally distroying me at work, i never wanna go, i get anxiety, i work at 230pm tomorrow , its 1030pm here now and i ALREADY have anxiety. My past post partum...

My sister

feeds@yuku.com (missthangg1) — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 18:29:54 GMT

Aughhhhhhhhhh my sister gets on my nerves, she thinks shes holier than thou sometimes, she doesnt say or do things very nice when shes upset, even when my mom was struggling with her alcoholism my sister seemed overly cruel about it, i feel that way tonight, we havent really talked since i cut the other day, of course shes very upset, so i wrote on her myspace telling her , family is family, blood is blood, even if u dont like the @#%$ ive done or doing im still ur sister and love u, she...

hi newbie here

feeds@yuku.com (missthangg1) — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 23:26:21 GMT

hi coming in to introduce myself, im 25 F i live in windsor, ontario canada, i have been diagnosed in the past with post partum depression, fear, panic disorder , clinical depression, and poss bipolar( still b eing assessed) i have been a cutter off and on for years, had a slip up after 8mons, i have a councillor and im waiting for a new psych dr, i hope to continue to progress into a more healthier state and use better coping mechanisms, and i hope my meds are adjusted soon. Im happy...

back to old habits

feeds@yuku.com (missthangg1) — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 23:08:07 GMT

gosh the first time i cut my skin was i wanted to make a tattoo, i dont think i even did it for emotional or depressed reasons, i did it twice and remember my cuz telling my mom, i knew then i enjoyed cutting my skin and that it wasnt right or looked apon as a "sane " thing to do, so over the years ,the more events that happened over my life from loosing a child, to abuse, low self esteem, up and down weight gain, loosing a lot of people, my father dying tragically, severe PPD,...

Scared Mom

feeds@yuku.com (VibiS) — Fri, 23 Mar 2007 20:06:35 GMT

Hello...where do I begin. My beautiful 12 year old daughter recently shared her "secret" with me. She's currently taking an anti-anxiety because she was into hair pulling to the point that she had little bald spots. That's stopped but now she's just replaced her outlet with cutting. A little background I've been raising my step-daughter since she was 6 years old. Life with her bio mom was a nightmare...full of abuse, drugs, neglect just to name a few. My daughter is starting to have...