The problem I have is this. After nearly ten years of mental illness - bipolar, borderline personality disorder and mild OCD if you must know - I've
relaised that things aren;t going to end happily for yours truely. I realised that, after thinking that insanity was my friend, that in fact it was my
remaining sanity that was stopping me from going insane. This is a problem. Because once I lapse into insanity I can let everything go, and it will no longer
matter. But as long as I keep caring about things...it's just hindering me.
Does anyone else see the bind I'm in?
Does anyone else see the bind I'm in?

